I remembered the last time I was celebrating holidays with dear hubby either coming back to Kota Kinabalu or going somewhere else we were full of freedom. We could just easily hanging out with friends until dawn at the club or in one of our friends' houses without worried what would come next. We would be out somewhere at town doing nothing but sightseeing,sleeping like a log the whole journey while travelling to one destination to another and many many more which only include the two of us.
But now as Ava comes which makes the three of us, there are no more late night movies, no more lepaking(hang out) around till dawn and no more sleeping in the car(I would be busy to entertain Ava the whole journey(if she's not sleeping) and picking toys under the car seat) ...
Somehow, even though I don't have anymore my quiet "me alone times".The amazing thing is, I feel fullfilled.
